Saturday, August 18, 2007

Today we are going to relax?

The boys really need us to be with them and play with them. It's been a while.... But oh the things that still need to be done! We are going to West Ed, and we are going to play in the ball pit, maybe have some dinner at the Chinese market. It is something that the boys need. And maybe we need it too? It seems like we're not working fast enough for our time-line, but the effect on the boys is not a good thing. They are growing more grumpy and reckless with the lack of attention. I hope that I can relax and have fun, not think about all the things that lie on the floor in our house, piles in the hallways, empty boxes that are just calling our junk to be packed! Paint brushes that just want to paint! Not all dreams are easy. Some you can just wake up and it's there, but this one takes time, a lot of time, and the energy... it's a little draining. But it will be sooooo worth it!
We've been talking to the boys about the hurricanes that may brush Belize, and will surely hit Mexico. They were very sad for the people who have lost their roofs. But still said that they would rather live on the beach and have a hurricane than here with the snow. I know they are only 4 and 2.5, but I think they really know what they want, and know what we want. Once we are there, I'm sure we'll see and know for sure. They are so excited. They know that I need to finish packing and painting before we can put the house up for sale, and actually move. Oscar comes up to me once and a while and ask's me if I'm done yet. He say's I have my shoes and swimming shorts, I'm ready mom! Ahh, if only it was that easy, if only he could pack the boxes for me. Anyways, we're off to hangout with our boys.....